Exhausted

I seem to be exhausted in continuing the drive of peers union.

Something amiss and I don’t sense the genuinity. I was not the best and not even the second best. Maybe because my subtle way does not prevail. I am clueless that emptiness prevails today. The last hug was not filled with any abundant emotions. It felt empty.

Probably, it is His way of telling me that you need to flee. Please Allah help me to find my ground. I am exhausted to challenge any soul that seeks that limelight. Or life perspective differs and it tires one to converse intellectually…I don’t feel at ease when conversing with one. We seem not to be on the same mode. Should it be be left that way ?

Sometimes distance may heal this feeling and I really need to flee.

These tears in silence hurts. Words hurt too. It feels like loosing someone.

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